She was friends with the girl he cheated on me with, and that girl was religious and waiting for marriage to have sex. I also have an interesting relationship with my Sister in Law. We've discussed the issue numerous times, but nothing ever changes. Mind you, this was an adults only romantic cruise line with an insanely comfortable and large suite. We had sex the night of the wedding, but during our week long honeymoon, I think we had sex two or three nights. We recently got married, and I had hoped that it would revitalize things, but it really didn't. I have a lot of trouble initiating sex due to feeling extremely self-conscious about it and worried about rejection. It started a trend of him rejecting my advances every time until I got to the point I am now. I was 19 at the time and experimenting sexually so I wanted it all the time, but he was stressed from the move and financial pressure, so he wasn't nearly as active as me. I flew out to spend a week with him a few months later, and after that, we moved to a new city together and got our first apartment.įrom the day we moved in together, things pretty well went dry. Obviously, things were hot and heavy from the anticipation. We had what I thought was a monogamous relationship even though we hadn't met, so it was definitely cheating, but we had decided to work things out and move forward.Īfter I turned 18, he flew out to meet me. Prior to meeting in person, I did find out he had been seeing someone for 4 months. It was definitely not this situation, and I was very much in control of the situation.) However, we did have an established romantic connection online, and I was waiting until I turned 18 to be with him. With the age gap, we never met in person until I was 18. We originally met online and chatted online for years prior to meeting. This will be pretty long since there's a lot that goes into my insecurities with everything. Hi everyone, I'm new here but needed someone/ some people to talk to about the issues I'm having in my relationship. Submitted by ConfusedSailor173 to friendship Ģ023.03.01 07:11 AmIAMillenialOrGenZ Newly Weds with a Dead Bed I once tried to befriend a librarian, but it didn't work because it was inappropriate. After that, I moved to another school, and I only managed to make a few friends, but we all eventually grew apart. And then when I joined Facebook, I drew a picture of all my friends to show my gratitude for their friendship, but the drawing was terrible, and they all unfriended me because of that. When I moved to the last place I was in, I struggled to make friends with my classmates for months. And I came up with only three ideas for a story, but I feel like they're not good enough.Īlso, I'm not good at making friends. For drawing, I've just started practicing anatomy, proportions, and shading, but given the results, I'll never get there anytime soon. I wanted to become an animator, a writer, a storyboard artist, a cartoonist and a producer, but I'm not good at any of them. Why am I still around?Īlso, I'm not good at anything. And now we got split up because I was useless. I only mess things up, and when my family had issues, I was never capable of doing anything. Whenever I try to help people, I mess up. I've never done anything right in my life. I'm stupid, incompetent, lazy, unfocused, clumsy and disastrous.
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